These days, in orde to realize my studying schedule, I've always spent almost all day long at home proceeding my studying work. Many people may suspect that must be a dull and plainful experience. I, however, have not a lillte aversion to my present living.To the contrary,I've enjoyed myself well in these seemingly austere lifestyle full of unhappiness, solitude , borings,etc, because of the freedom, the most precious thing I want.

    Left alone at home most of the day, I engage in my studying which has been scheduled well by myself. At that time, I found I'm the complete host of myself, who is responsible for my fate, my future, and studying for my future become the necessary task for me, the reason I come to this earthly world. It's everybody's duty to realize their self-value, to prove that it's wise for the Heaven endowed life to them.

    Usually, the mention of the words "hard-working" or "painstaking work" would arouse a kind of bitter feeling towards life, for the reason that people will universally prefer a relaxing and cheerful life ranther than toiling days with some tensions, which is human nature it is!Nevertheless, it's just like the bitter coffee, which will scare some who even fail to courage themself to have a taste of it, and then they'll miss the unique coffee sentiment characterized by the bitter sweetness! The success in studying requires one's devotion, painstaking, etc.During this period, one may miss some favourable scenes, however, the satisfication from the self-displine, knoweledge learning, as well as the appoaching to the glorious destination, will help them taste the real sweetness of their own.

    In the days of fighting for my future, at least, I myself know I'm happy!

   

          

  The outside world is so wonderful that atrracting me so intensely, but I'm afraid whether I'll suffer failure there.

  The outside world is so generous that I'll come to life again once I get there.

   Staying here, I can't sense the living present time which is slipping away throught my fingers, So,

   I've determined to seek for my better future in the outside world.

   Then, the days here become difficult for me to put up with .

    With the birthday candles was blown out, I silently made a pray, all of which was "Leaving for the outside world"

    The outside world is so fabulous that I'll become more lovely once I get there.

    The outside world is full of opportunities that I'll, no doubt, find the position of my own.

    I'll leave here without even a tuning back!

   

  

 

  

e    Time always skip though our fingers before we can notice it! It has been 5 days since I last opened the space and commit some words to it! Although it's all in vain to do any explanation, however, I still have to say sth in my own defense,  the reflection of these days studying.

   To make sure: I 've indeed dedicated myself in the preparation of the graduate examinations in all round; however, admittedly the result still has some distance with the erstwhile expectation: I can study in the whole morning with all my attention, but always hard to concentrate my attention to the books in the afternoon; And the erstwhile scheme cannot be finished on time.

    At this time, I think a good attitude towards the situation is the most important for me: I 'm now a fighter, who will face up with many unexpected obstales in his way;I'll cherish each failure to become more and more experienced to realize self-acceleration.

    

    It's easy for us to engage in sth, however, it's not easy for us to accomplish them and perfect them. In anoter word, for all the human beings who have come to this earthy world, some lead a frugtile life, while others lead a glorious one. Positioned at the same starting line, however, ended differently!

    The whole life, good or bad,  invaribly consists of every living days of our own where lies all the things we've done and will do. Yet the difference between the successful one and the unsuccesful one comes from their performance in every things ranging from the most influential one to the most trivial one.

    To have a handsome perfomance will serve for delights both the one himself and the others, for the reason that the benefits from it will give convenience to relevent or even non-relevant ones. To the contrary, the bad performance will bring about negative influence, even giving way the the disgusting sentimets . For example, a guest was offered a cup of coffee by the hospitable host, which was due to be a pleasing scene. Yet the originally tasteful coffee turned to be tasted badly due to the host's bad performance in coffee- making. Obviously, such a cup of coffee was not only out of duty to give pleasure and comfort to the guest, but otherwise , which would more or less creating some unsatisfactory emotions between them. No doubt, that would be a bad experience.

     It reminds me of such an old saying:facing a project, one has only two good choices :to give up or to accomplish and perfect it. The most hazzard situation is that one chooses to do it, but give sa bad performance !It's also true in the knowledge- acquiring: the most unberable thing is in the situation of vague understanding!

    Therefore, winner is the one who is attentive to every details of his or her life to accomplish and perfect what he or she does!

    Midnight sunshine is a beautiful dream, for which those with a beatuiful mind will running, in that, they'll find the most treasuable things---the greatness of  faith!

    If u 're with the midnigh sunlight in your mind, u should ,from now on, make youself as a worrior, brave enough to face up with all the challenges waiting for u, and to conquer them with all of your power,cherishing every second in your life with no time idling away!

     Yesterday has gone, tomorrow's sunlight depends on your today's performance!

     Come on! Fighting!

Although tomorrow will be better, however, we should also make full use of today, which is our truest life!

   These days, my studying schedule went on not very well. Besides some proper adjustment, I think, what I must keep telling myself is that I'd like to be a hard-working one with an unbending will, rather than the one who work blindly and desperately to capture his or her goal!

   Today when I got down to the studying task one by one , I found a great number of language points appearing difficultly and abstrusely for me, making me deeply sense the great task ahead in my course , consisting of mountains of obstalces, however, as we know that it's just these obstructions that make possible the eventual coming of success,  the glory!

    As the saying goes:"every road leads to Rome", which is not strange for us, and according to my personal appreciation and perceiviation of the common sense, now I'd like to define the so-called "road" as the combination of Resolution,Confidence,Patience&Grit. In the following part I'll give some further explanation of the definiton!

    Resolution is the first step on this road! Our human beings are always continously positioned before many kinds of different roads in different directions, and by non-stop choosing by ourselves, we then crave a road of ourselves. However, to be a successful one, it's neccessary for us to give a general guidance to our choice, which will be realized well in our resolution-making! In short, with the resolution, we'll be clearly aware of what we should do and the significance of being loyal to our choice, our determination, and our goal!

    Without the resolution, every project will be prone to fail to be started; and without confidence, the project, no matter big or small, will be apt to be cut off due to the abasement, disencouragement, as well as lack of confidence.

    Once we've been equipped well by the resolution and confidence, a good beginning is achieved, however, half success is after all not the final glory, and in this situation, patience will be held in an unshakable key position,  because of the fact that once we come to get down the work in detail, maybe we'll feel fresh at first, however, the upcoming mountains of burdens will threaten us to lose the patience , esp. when we've suffered some frustrations.At this time, the firm patience will become exceptionally important!

   Grit as it is,will help us ready at any time to fight for our victory!

    Therefore, at least in my opinion, with the whole of resolution, confidence, patience and grit, we'll no doubt succussfuly arrived at the holy palace in our mind!Fighting!

   

   

 

    In the past, I would be prone not to accept those pains and sorrows of the protaganists of the TV programes, regarding them as the trick made by the scenarist! However, I've now had a full appreciation of the purpose of this kind of plots set by the writers, and the true is that only a life with ups and downs will be the richest and the most exciting one, attracting the eye of the public.

    Recently, what has given me the most compesention, encouragement, and aspiration is my positive mind, with the belief that no matter how dark the night is, the light of dawn will eventually come!

     It has been universally acknowledged that the successful persone is not the one with no obastacles in his road, but the one with more obstructions in his way than usual, and the point is that his unflatterable disposition will help hime to tide over all the difficulties,running to the glory!

     It's strange that someone will feel boring at their smoothy days without even any ripples,

however, when they're really situated in a bit more challenging sector , their erstwhile resolution and will become fading away. Sometimes I'm just the one in such a picture! To me, the ocean with the surging waves is the most marvellous and chramful scene in my mind, and only the  life in such a kind of ups and downs will be the most meaningful one! 

However, I'm such an emotional one that sometimes will fail to control myself well and plunge myself in the the abyss of despair! Maybe that's the human nature it is! Fortunately, I'm also the one who will adapt myself well as soon as possible, rethinking what I should do and revive my glorious mission----advancing bravely, firmly and happily on my way of life!

    Now I'd like to end the article with the following abstracted lyrics :

Sometimes in our lives,
we all have pain,
we all have sorrow.
But if we are wise,
we know that there's
always tomorrow.