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EmmaEmma de心路历程 25 February When You are OldWilliam Butler YeatsWHEN you are old and gray and full of sleep And nodding by the fire, take down this book, And slowly read, and dream of the soft look Your eyes had once, and of their shadows deep;
How many loved your moments of glad grace, And loved your beauty with love false or true; But one man loved the pilgrim soul in you, And loved the sorrows of your changing face.
And bending down beside the glowing bars, Murmur, a little sadly, how love fled And paced upon the mountains overhead, And hid his face amid a crowd of stars.
当你老了，头白了，睡思昏沉， 24 January Peace of MindPeace of Mind. This is the gift that God reserves for His special protégés. Talent and beauty He gives to many. Wealth is commonplace, fame not rare. But peace of mind—that is His final guerdon of approval, the fondest sign of His love. He bestows it charily. Most men are never blessed with it; others wait all their lives—yes, far into advanced age—for this gift to descend upon them.
I have seen this inner tranquility flourish without the material supports of property or even the buttress of physical health. Slowly, painfully, I have learned that peace of mind may transform a cottage into a spacious manor hall; the want of it can make a regal park an imprisoning nutshell.
22 January 改英文名了以前叫LIZZY,是因为很喜欢PRIDE AND PREJUDICE里的LIZZY,大名叫ELIZABETH;小说里LIZZY是她爸爸的最爱,因为她很不仅美丽脱俗,而且还很富于智慧,不象她的其他姐妹在BEAUTY 和WISE两者中总不能兼得!还有就是LIZZY的ROMANTIC RELATIONSHIP WITH DARCY,A HANDSOME BUT PRIDE MAN WITH SOME PREJUDICE IN HIS CHARACTERISTIC,BUT STILL OVERWHELMING CHARMING AND THEN BEING MOVED BY THE ACCOMPLISHED AND KIND-HEARTED LIZZY. SO I'VE EVER DREAMED THAT I WOULD MEET MY PRINCE-CHARMING ,MY DARCY! STUPID,ISN'T IT?
另一个原因是,LIZZY 跟LAZY长得瞒像双胞胎的,所以我就告戒自己,LIZZY,DON'T BE LAZY!似乎还有点小用,嘿嘿!
可是有人提意见了,说LIZZY这个音很难发标准,尤其是我们这一带L\N不分的,想想自己读这个音时还要多多注意呢!于是虽然很舍不得,但还是下定决心改了!EMMA 也是小说中的一个很可爱的人物,以前读过简写本,很长时间了,印象最深的是她也是一个非常NICE的小姑娘!继续走我的TO BE NICE路线吧,呵呵!
就叫EMMA了,不改了,呵呵! 故地重游 怀着一种交错的心情回到曾经停留了四年的校园，在紧张的考试之余，感到了更多的关怀与温暖，真得很幸福！
感谢小胖和汤汤，为了帮我定到学校里的房间一定费了不少劲，真感谢娟娟的那一碗汤，让我们认识了你们这群可爱而善良的朋友！
感谢琰，大头,娟娟，花花，心心，David，etc.可爱的同学们, 那天晚上你们陆续发来的短信把我的心烘得暖暖的,好感动!
还要感谢那位一同经历的"战友"!那天晚上在宴春吃饭时在我对面拿着小纸条埋头背书后来被我给"吓"跑的原来就是你,没想到第二天考场上又见了,还坐我前面,后来发现你就是上次坐我后面的那位GUY,GOD的安排真有意思!Anyway,每场开始前你会很自然得回过头来说声"加油",给原本紧绷的心情增添了不少活力.谢谢你,也祝愿你能梦想成真!
琰问回来有没有一种亲切感?我说当然有:二号楼的教室依旧如故(我所在考场的对面就是我们当初呆得最久,回忆最多的考研自习教室哎), 广玉兰的包子\食堂的糖醋小排\宴春的牛肉拉面还是那么好吃,通往学校专家楼的那条林荫道还是那么地安静祥和. 琰问走在这条路上是不是很有感觉?我说是的,便想起第一次来这个学校时就走的这条路!去她们研究生宿舍遇到魏娟娟\王芳她们几个保研的同学,感觉就像是放完了长假回来一样,亲切如故!
学校也有一些很大的变化!在公交车上一路看来,新造了好多房子,校门看样子也要改了!唉,以后学生会越来越少,这么多房子住得完吗?也许他们有自己的想法吧! 经过汽车学院的大楼,一个醒目的红色大展板立在那里,啊,校长\副校长\党委书记都换了!副校长叫李萍萍,听上去很像是女强人,不过也许是MAN也说不定!琰她们平时已经在给大外的上英语课了,由当初的学生转变成现在的兼职老师感觉一定很不错!
考完很多人都问我考得怎么样?怎么说呢?SOSO吧!好象我每次感觉自己发挥得很好的时候,结果都不怎么样!感觉很不好的时候,有时还并非就那么糟!上外的竞争如此激烈,很多人都不是第一次考的了,面对这么多主观与客观因素,还能说什么呢?只能是SOSO了!当然,还是要乐观点,接下来多练练口语&PRESENTATION,还要练字,无论有没有面试机会,多学点总归是好的.知识就是力量嘛!呵呵!
长期紧绷的弦突然松下来很不习惯,人还是有压力好!不过想想我的同学们都已经在工作岗位上开始他们新的角色了,我如果整天消极等待,悠哉悠哉是不是很不象话啦?不行,要振作起来,认真地开始新的生活!相信,有渴望\有追求\有坚持,就一定会有成功的! 我还是很有毅力的,呵呵,稍稍自恋一下!
(完了,发现自己对中文越来越陌生了,看来以后要多多努力学语文了,呵呵)
The Temporary TerminalA long long journey has reached a temporary terminal! Happy or not? It's only can be judged by the one himself!
It's true that this experience is a combination of joys and regrets, reliefs and nervousness, smoothness and challenges. In another word, this is a competition belonging to the real soldiers who fear no visible and invisible enemies ahead, bravely accept both gentle breeze and fierce storms, and strongly face up with the possible success and failure. Thanks to the strength of character of myself, I can have such an opportunity to rejoice myself on the battlefield beamed with the shining sweats and sweet blood, which have guided us to a deeper insight of life! Smiles and Tears there have become an important part of the fortuneness of our life, an unforgetable one!
At the temporary terminal, a complex feeling bursted into my mind, too complicated to describe them in words one by one!In a simple word, thanks very much for the great ecoutagement, confidence, and warmth given by my family, my sweet classmates, and my dear friends, and best wishes to all the lovely fellows on the same way with me to SISU! God will bless all of us!
15 January Self-talkingNearly 5 months stuty has left a unremovable impression in my heart, which I believe will turn to be an unmeasurable treasure, accompanying me forever!
In the telephone, Betty asked me whether u had felt some proffesional progress u'd made. "Sure," I replied," It's objective rule that every effort one's made will pay off, although I can't make sure of the approaching examination." Actually, no only has the change of my knowledge accumulation happened, but also the inner world of my heart has to some degree underwent some change, which cannot only be defined to be the better or worse, but a kind of unspeakable and untreasurable experience.
Except the dinner time and the occational out-walking, I've spent most of my time by myself, in my little world, during the past 5 months. In another words, from the beginning of the period, I've begun to seek for the happiness of being alone with the spirit of Thoreau and his masterpiece __Warden River! Being alone is a very strange and mysterious situation, which has long been the topic of people: some appraise it as the best gift which will endow u with great energy to seek for the excellence while some abhor it as the most terrible enemy of human beings. Both have their reasonalbe grounds I think, and as for me, I incline to defining it as both the friend and foe, who will bring people both treasure and lost, depending on how one will deal with it!
Maybe I'm not qualified enough to be a winner in the struggle against the loneliness, but by no means I've been reduced to be a loser, for the reason that I've indeed tasted the sweet from the pains of being alone! Very sweety!
Living by oneself, one will be endowed with a complete quiet world where u're the master in real sense, thinking, talking, dancing and singing without any disturbance from the outside world, among which the most treasurable one for me is that one can have the opportunity to listen to the beating of his own heart and dive into the ocean of his own heart to seek for the long-time percitated memory, the truest and purest feelings at the bottom of it.
Fortunately, I've got it, but unfortunately, I have to remove it from the bottom of my heart forever!
That's good, I think! At least, that means something new will come to replenish it in the future,near or far!
In these days, I have to thank most to my most loyal male, my soul male__the music, which is powerful enough to bring every lost child from the bottom of abyss, no matter how deep it is, the heartwarming light of hope! Maybe that is the amazing grace God has endowed to the mankind!
But above all, one should keep a positive attitude and progrssive mind in the long long journey,'cause God only help those who help themselves! God you made the world all wrong( 巴黎圣母院）God you made the world all wrong |
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